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inside te Whare o Rukutia

FROM THE 3B1

the notebook was titled getting our feet wet
I took it from a NZYWF21 event named getting our feet wet
getting our feet wet
is what we do when we try something new
the venue is called Te Whare o Rukutia now
the notebook and I have returned

Open Mic with Ōtepoti Poetics
and Claire uses sound to paint scenes and mirrors
with the surfaces of the tongue
an internal monologue with a record
with a bird
with tongue vs tongue
here I remember Jasper 
Becca’s carrot-eating grey and white cat

we were birds
we were birds
we are birds
we were Pāora
we are Pāora

what is young?
I was IDd at the Lotto stand
was it because I have pink hair now?
is youth anything?

I cough 
blow my nose forever
it’s never enough
post-nasal drip
dripping
dropping down my throat

it's Open Mic with Ōtepoti Poetics
today I finally got my roots re-bleached
so my hair is purple / lilac / lavender

I might be the only person eating the sushi
and Jessica Hinerangi is the feature
she beams

I’ve got four pieces tonight
I’ve got four pieces tonight
the high schoolers’ are here again and the little huddle
makes me smile

I’m wearing my beautiful hat

let's think on Āria;
water reveals
reconnection taniwha 
reclamation identity
karakia

jasmine scent
climbing
spreading
little stars

I’ve got four pieces tonight
family
the young people are so smart and fun and honest
how did they get like this?

I might be 24 years older
but damn, parents still do the same tired cruel shit
It’s funny because I read a shit parent poem too
parents are the worst
except my dad
the chocolate cough
I can’t stop eating
I won’t stop 
a glacier with lavender hair

remember when Dad made you love the eels?
grandmother tuna
you offered horse-meat-mince on a bamboo stick
their mouths tasted our toes
their skins slid against our skins

I was the only one who used paper

again I ask the air nothing nobody
what is poetry?
what isn’t poetry?
the eel’s eyes are as deep as the universe and they see into my
heart
the eel lives in memory forever
the eel is in my heart 
forever

It's never enough
with a bird
she beams
an internal monologue
we share tongue to tongue 

Ōtepoti Poetics (fka Ōtepoti Slam Collective) has hosted a series of workshops and open mics this year. I attended 4 workshops and 3 open mics organised by them in 2023 (so far). I always bring my 3B1 and I had written a few tidbits during two open mic nights, so for the final open mic on 27 July 2023 I took those lil notes and smushed into this poem. Love you, Ōtepoti x

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